Can't Sleep

I'm sitting here putting off going to bed, and wandering aimlessly on the internet. Mostly checking blogs and mostly of my family. I'm in one of those moods where I really miss them. I wish I could be closer so I could meet my new nephews Rockwell and Hayden. I wish I could give my chubby other nephew, Topher, a squeeze and bite his cheeks. I wish I were closer so I could see my over-achieving baby sister play as a featured violinist with the Cedar City orchestra and to offer my mom some much needed comfort, companionship and maybe a laugh or two. I wish I could hug my little (and mean younger, 'cause he's much bigger than me) brother and tell him how proud I am of him and all the positive changes he's made in his life recently. I wish I could give my dad a huge birthday hug, hang out in is totally awesome designer home while he cooks and talks about past girlfriends, then check out the new Harley he bought (mid-life crisis # ?) and maybe go for a ride around the block. But, I'm nearly 3,000 miles away so all I can do is send my love in this pathetic blog. (I'm probably high on paint fumes again since I just finished painting the living room). I love you family. You're in my thoughts tonight.